You took my hand. Cold and anxious it was. It was desperate and honest. You lead me to a door, to the waiting room, fed me bits of you, questioned my beliefs, desired my body, built my want. You took me to that room, leaving me there hungry for more. Always wanting more. Grasping forContinue reading “you’ve won”
Tag Archives: want
pistol
this heat inspires a pistol on fire delicate in a cutting frame. and you know i can blame no one else but me. on a pedestal of fabric, make the aches grow weary make your parts work for me. oh god what can i become. i enjoy this movement too much. hopeless soul may neverContinue reading “pistol”
we
we move in slow motion with built up behavior that leaves us nothing but confusion and desire. we slip through dark nights hiding the fire that melts us together. we fall into silence, these moments with eyes connected and blooming all the need all the denial all the question of what should be’s and couldContinue reading “we”
file as…
you’re my addiction breaking down the rules, tearing down the walls feeding what hides inside destroying all logic. i need you. can’t you see the discipline i give? i pull it back and leave everything for you rape the ideals, serve me pain make me want all the bad in you that’s good to me.Continue reading “file as…”
hung up
hung up my bets in the bedsheets lustfully crawling knee by knee, hand by hand straight to your favor. the chillness in the air encourages sweat and the touch of your hand causes goosebumps covering my entire body, i flex in the caress of your fingertips. and happily i look at you, eager to please.Continue reading “hung up”
you are…
…the description of a likeness i can’t quite find the words to explain. you’re the pit fire of magic i don’t even know how to make you believe it. you’re an addiction i can’t, i won’t let go of with this influence we hold against one another. you’re the inflicter of what makes me holdContinue reading “you are…”
6
captured in my moments with you i’ve never felt so consumed and when you press your heart against me mine beats harder trying to let you know how i feel and when the morning comes my thoughts bloom in memory of you i’m always wanting more… more eye contact more touch to feel moreContinue reading “6”
keep me sharp…
… lover. take good care of my instinct don’t let me let go of my fire. bring me all that newness i call desire bring it to me for however long i may keep you. and when you release all that we feel i’ll keep it safe in my vein. this certain heat has becomeContinue reading “keep me sharp…”
new
Eyes close. And your vibrations move into my sight. Move into my center. Eyes open and I find you in my reality. this slow honey drips between us. Leaving me an ache that delivers right to you. Right to your choosing. Slow. Like honey My want may never leave.
untitled
you and me. we are untouchable identities. hidden from me is what i’d like it to be. i should know better. driven motions i make. want always rules over logic but i don’t care. you’re like a bad habit i could get used to. a secret hidden only for me. you’re a future imagined.
Ciara Ashley Johnson 