we move in slow motion with built up behavior that leaves us nothing but confusion and desire. we slip through dark nights hiding the fire that melts us together. we fall into silence, these moments with eyes connected and blooming all the need all the denial all the question of what should be’s and couldContinue reading “we”
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no crowns
white turns black turns gray turns blue turns gray turns black again. pure white is hiding. behind the fake crowns, the blow out of girls translucent building. they fake the fools. you know they do. its played out to the dummies that listen. scratch the gold, and you see the rust that fakes that glisten.Continue reading “no crowns”
file as…
you’re my addiction breaking down the rules, tearing down the walls feeding what hides inside destroying all logic. i need you. can’t you see the discipline i give? i pull it back and leave everything for you rape the ideals, serve me pain make me want all the bad in you that’s good to me.Continue reading “file as…”
meilleur…
…there’s only one way left for me to show you what this feels like.
covered
covered in thoughts comfortable in my sheets my mind wanders. lingers vibrates in the madness of you. and when i hear the sweet sound of footsteps i imagine they are yours coming straight to my door i imagine your silhouette at my bed imagination has a terrifying way of taking over me. enough to digContinue reading “covered”
black goes to blue
all i see is a deep dark sky hidden with the silhouettes of blue. and the sweetest of lights highlight you. you’re a memory i wish would stay. and i know you enough to understand whats happening. but i fight back the feeling. i hold back the urge until i see you again… serendipitously. andContinue reading “black goes to blue”
5207
the afternoon came along with the ache of your absence. i miss you now. more in this moment than i have in the months passed. this afternoon found me tired. and i just wanted to call you. i wanted to hear you call me your baby. but i can’t, just like i can’t seem toContinue reading “5207”
hung up
hung up my bets in the bedsheets lustfully crawling knee by knee, hand by hand straight to your favor. the chillness in the air encourages sweat and the touch of your hand causes goosebumps covering my entire body, i flex in the caress of your fingertips. and happily i look at you, eager to please.Continue reading “hung up”
you are…
…the description of a likeness i can’t quite find the words to explain. you’re the pit fire of magic i don’t even know how to make you believe it. you’re an addiction i can’t, i won’t let go of with this influence we hold against one another. you’re the inflicter of what makes me holdContinue reading “you are…”
Push Me
give me what you’ve got. suck me dry, test the beast in me. you know deep down i need the pain. i feed off of this. i feed off of you. i feed off of us. because i know the difference that holds you and me we’ll never be happy without it.
Ciara Ashley Johnson 