you’re my addiction breaking down the rules, tearing down the walls feeding what hides inside destroying all logic. i need you. can’t you see the discipline i give? i pull it back and leave everything for you rape the ideals, serve me pain make me want all the bad in you that’s good to me.Continue reading “file as…”
…there’s only one way left for me to show you what this feels like.
covered in thoughts comfortable in my sheets my mind wanders. lingers vibrates in the madness of you. and when i hear the sweet sound of footsteps i imagine they are yours coming straight to my door i imagine your silhouette at my bed imagination has a terrifying way of taking over me. enough to digContinue reading “covered”
all i see is a deep dark sky hidden with the silhouettes of blue. and the sweetest of lights highlight you. you’re a memory i wish would stay. and i know you enough to understand whats happening. but i fight back the feeling. i hold back the urge until i see you again… serendipitously. andContinue reading “black goes to blue”
the afternoon came along with the ache of your absence. i miss you now. more in this moment than i have in the months passed. this afternoon found me tired. and i just wanted to call you. i wanted to hear you call me your baby. but i can’t, just like i can’t seem toContinue reading “5207”
hung up my bets in the bedsheets lustfully crawling knee by knee, hand by hand straight to your favor. the chillness in the air encourages sweat and the touch of your hand causes goosebumps covering my entire body, i flex in the caress of your fingertips. and happily i look at you, eager to please.Continue reading “hung up”
…the description of a likeness i can’t quite find the words to explain. you’re the pit fire of magic i don’t even know how to make you believe it. you’re an addiction i can’t, i won’t let go of with this influence we hold against one another. you’re the inflicter of what makes me holdContinue reading “you are…”
give me what you’ve got. suck me dry, test the beast in me. you know deep down i need the pain. i feed off of this. i feed off of you. i feed off of us. because i know the difference that holds you and me we’ll never be happy without it.
time never fails to remind in the quiet hours, in the still nights you realize all that swirls around you. you’re the gravitational pull you want to be. so remember that. reflect on all that you’ve overcome. envision everything you are determined to make happen. don’t let go. of good thoughts, good surroundings, good people.Continue reading “Untitled”
… i don’t know if i can ever let you go. stay with me. even if just for one day. let me breathe you. let me stare quietly in awe let me soak in the comfort that doesn’t belong to me. just stay, just this once.