Ciara

what do you do

i might need you right now. what a weird feel… that leaves us all solo to be so encompassed to be so silent. what a weird feel… to feel the way i do.

in sleepless nights hungry bodies grow tiresome as you grow tiresome too. an exchange of love between the two of you. your eyes meet often blink quickly with one another. the shots of life that pierce between each breath you give reason to each moment that we hold ourselves in.

i lust

what i couldn’t say to want you less. it’s a surplus to give you more… you give and i take. all that is lust comes in all that we want. what i wouldn’t give… to give you more. proud scamp. dirtier than content. what i wouldn’t give to give you less as you take andContinue reading “i lust”

a taste

i give it to you but only a little dosage of everything i am. i give it to you to test you out, to see if any shame will remain. i know everything and nothing about you, and i don’t care that i care. because its a scratch. its a distraction from all the rest.

a day in may

sitting quiet in a little room. droopy eyes try to stare through me. right through my soul. tell me all i want to know. tell me all about me. she creeps through a past. tells me the things that i may mask. clears the air with everyone here. everyone i know, she tells itContinue reading “a day in may”

black cover

You’re like a salty wave that washes over me. A naughty moment I can’t get out of my thoughts. And when I know better, I still push past my limit. I should stop, I need to stop. But I won’t. A little heat that soaks through my center. I just want. and I beg. aContinue reading “black cover”

against the walls

what happened. as you question emotions, as you question actions, as you question love, you question people. and the darkest are brought to light as they fight to stay in the shades of blues and grays and the blackest of blacks. you wonder where the important went. pressed up against this wall. there’s noContinue reading “against the walls”

save as…

its compulsive. an open envelope. blank for anyone. i realize what i am asking for. and you aren’t the first one welcome to burst a bubble, maybe i just need… funny feeling to leave me alone with my thoughts. quiet in the movement. gently in the notion. bring it on to me.

how i feel

how do i feel… how do i feel. i’m not sure anymore. i feel isolated. desolate. i feel negative and demanding. i feel worn out and helpless. i feel fearful and unknowing. i feel hopeful… hopefully.

a quiet way

eyes close in the memory of you fingers clench, my thoughts drift past imagination. a touch i wait for, a kiss to explore the body of you, the body of me. what a confusing way to end my day. wanting. yearning. if only i could just tell you to give it to me. give meContinue reading “a quiet way”