on a dreary day. Overcast and cold to touch
That’s where I found the core of a soft spot
delicate to motion.
Scared to keep sensitive

This cool air made me nervous to change
Anxious to operate
Question my movement
Plans seem inaccurate.  Worrisome to ponder
Weakened.

I need to remember my strength.  Let go of what makes me feel powerless.
Know what I can do and the energy I hold.
Love my surroundings, the people that belong.
Make sacrifice.

There is a solid ground to hold me.
Cannot let go. Will not let go.
Can’t feel weak.  Distraught. Pained.
Can’t be questioned further.

Love me or leave.

centered between a vulnerable and guarded space

i’m not afraid to show my face

and if you choose to join me for a day,

an afternoon,

an evening of your time…

i’ll take that risk to bleed.

 

in my space i feel warm.  delicate.

walking through this tiny forbidden space,

the vulnerable scratches the surface,

a long process of heart break.

 

i can’t tell the future.  and i don’t want to.

i’m open.

 

rushing into it, i’m running for your presence. delicate in the texture of fingertips, i shine to meet the preference. just give it to me, give me what i need now. imagine the life set, open arms follow sunny embraces.  i can almost feel the reassurance, like honey all over me.  enveloped in the idea, it’s you and me lover. i’m all yours.  so touch me now and keep me quiet. you’re the mystery i want to solve, and you make me less complicated somehow. so keep me calm and keep me loved. my eyelids flutter, trying to contain the waves..  all on you, my likeness breathes wetness. and the shivers deliver constant reminders. aching for your content. it’s consuming, and i wouldn’t change this for the world. unimaginable turns solid underneath you. this is necessary. you become my future, my little argument, changed and content, driven to live up to this higher level, i become innovative.  this is something i believe in.  so i’ll keep it safe, i’ll protect you now.. in this…