on a dreary day. Overcast and cold to touch
That’s where I found the core of a soft spot
delicate to motion.
Scared to keep sensitive
This cool air made me nervous to change
Anxious to operate
Question my movement
Plans seem inaccurate. Worrisome to ponder
Weakened.
I need to remember my strength. Let go of what makes me feel powerless.
Know what I can do and the energy I hold.
Love my surroundings, the people that belong.
Make sacrifice.
There is a solid ground to hold me.
Cannot let go. Will not let go.
Can’t feel weak. Distraught. Pained.
Can’t be questioned further.
Love me or leave.
Ciara Ashley Johnson 