Ciara

a dark gloom against your back

… makes you notice things you never did before. the way the wind blows through everything. the consistent hum of the road. grumbling sounds of motorcyclist’s zooming by. airplanes thunder in the sky. the way the clouds light up in the evening light. the hum of the wind and twinkling sound of the sun-kissed leaves.Continue reading “a dark gloom against your back”

sidetrack

feeling the movements of my old days. swaying away from the solidity of now. wanting an escape, craving an outlet because the realities of now go far beyond me. beyond capacity. so give me a story. let me ride a love song. send me to fantasy and back. sidetrack my worried mind. as iContinue reading “sidetrack”

monday june eighteenth

its like the pit of my stomach wasn’t low enough. it decided it needed to sink lower than my feet and it decided to pull my heart with it pull my head with it. dragging while i clench. holding on. ohh these movements are starting to feel mechanic. ohh these mechanics are making me wantContinue reading “monday june eighteenth”

10.31

and if i just went away, would you try to find me? i believe you wouldn’t. i dont think you love me that much. if i were to pack my things and run. where ever… i could do it, you know. i would try to be the brave heart i want to be. i couldContinue reading “10.31”

melody

Melody, I Play a fool to your passion filled lust. There’s no reasoning, I just give. Like a love sick manic, i am fulfilled. Waiting patiently, I’m hoping that you’ll build me up. Reason has a funny way of playing my heart. Just waiting for the beat to grow tiresome. I’ll always give you seconds.

hold it

star bright moon light give me strength a petal graces me with all its power leaves me delicate. alone and willing. someone give me the knowledge to hold it all right now. with nothing else but a beat, hold me in all your control hold me still…

the son that shines right through

when the worst what ifs and could be try to swallow me up, the brightest burning little star finds me. wraps his arms around my heart and flashes the most brilliant smile that saves me from me. what a gift you are. you make me laugh right through my tears until they’ve disappeared.

close your eyes…

imagine your toes sinking into coarse grains of sand. you spread your toes wide and wiggle. chin high, nose up. you breathe deep and stretch your arms high and wide. chest open, you breathe out. relax. think of the sun kissing your face, enough to keep you feeling warm against the fresh breeze. just forContinue reading “close your eyes…”

holding it together…

… by a string.

immaculate

my spirits fly higher than movements under fire. violent and emotionless, you can’t see me. but you can feel me. and i vibrate. between you and i. breathe heavy. breath heavier as i wrap my legs below your torso. thoughts provoking motion. this love below so feed me your fuel. vibrations beneath our waterbed. secure.Continue reading “immaculate”