and if i just went away, would you try to find me?
i believe you wouldn’t. i dont think you love me that much.
if i were to pack my things and run.
i could do it, you know.
i would try to be the brave heart i want to be.
i could make everything wrong in this situation right again.
while i weigh out every feeling,
i’m dizzy now.. sick to the core of it.
and i dont know if i am meant to be what you want.
feeling like the failure i usually am.
i dont know if you can be what i need. i dont know how we ever got in this mess.
and the streaks upon my face make no difference in the light of morning.
i cant go back, i cant make you decide different.
tell me the truth. make me believe.
i dont know how to control this. stop the heartache while my body goes numb.
dizzy now.. sick to the core. and alone.