numb.

when i close my eyes all i see is deep reds and oranges.

and i am tired.

and the sounds flood my bloodstream.

keeping emotions bottled is required.

don’t you see?

i don’t have the liberties you have.

i now hide, i squirm in the covers to find a cool place.

weakened with restraint.

alone in my widening space.

don’t you see?

cant you feel the glacial coat i wear?

and it just feels i drift further and further

covers only hide so much.

in this fortune full abyss.