Author Archives: Ciara

Just go with what I ask of you. After all… I’m only a subject.  Right? :::nowiswhenyouwhispermesweetnothings::: :::nowiswheniletyoufoolme:::

I thought I was built for this. I thought I had a deep rooted “when all else fails” mentality of what to do and who to become that was full grown and encompassed. I thought I could shed the light, onto myself and others. I thought I was made for this. To be a fighter,Continue reading “Time”

I’ll quit. I’m not going to be pretty, I’m not going to be nice. I’ll just quit. I’ll fall apart, I’ll be anxious. I’ll make quick steps. I’ll be raw. I’m going to quit you. I’ll be circumcised. Cut from the cord. Craving the glory. Desperate and lovely. Breaking the bond. Breaking our hearts. I’llContinue reading “Lover”

Bring me love. Bring it to me and let me dissect it for everything it might be worth. Let me taste your skin, graze your neck, feel your body. Let me breathe you. Bring your heart. Show me its glory. Let it open up and display it for me to find. Let me feel itContinue reading “Mmhmm”

There is such a void, A discipline like no other. A dark space wanting to be filled, knowing to be filled. There is such a lack, Such removal of luster. A space playing it safe I can do without. What a whirlpool, A grasping moment, Grasping for no one that wants in return. Remove theContinue reading “Please.”

Drip me with sweat Hold tight to this weakness that hides between my legs. Love me for every craving moment that we share. Uncover my hidden eyes. Seek the deep obsession that broods between you and I. Adore is a faded word that can’t hold the strength of you and me. I know nothing moreContinue reading “Giving and Taking. Repeat”

Eyes open in the moons light. Then is when I find you in my bed. With the softest of lips kissing the back of my neck. They graze against my skin, down towards my collarbone. Sweet breath creates the perfect tension. I turn soft for you in this moment. As you glide your hands downContinue reading “Constant crave”

Left with my own devices. I’m sitting. I’m working, worshiping and loving everything my hands can get hold of. I’m left with my own skin, my own thoughts, my self love. I’m dissecting and contemplating, I’m wondering in all these movements. I’m realizing. I’m okay. I’m faulted, I’m content with that. I make decisions withContinue reading “Untitled”

How easy it is to fall softly into the memory of how you feel. Such a gift I was given, sultry in our soothing light. Such a quiet blessing in sweet disguise. You pull softly in our own escape, Gentle and slow to every ache. A Blissful touch to all my thoughts. I’m begging youContinue reading “please”

You came in like a lost memory. Quietly curious, feeling through the cobwebs. Those cobwebs of forgotten dreams, Those dreams that are dead now. The sad ones, the good ones, the confused ones. They all came in with you, and as you moved your lips, I couldn’t listen. I couldn’t forget about the wall IContinue reading “our days are gone”