Feel it. Feel the love. The angst. The remorse.
And know you are here. And have no one but you.
Feel pain. Feel sorrow. Feel full.
Fall into it. Embrace that chaos.
Feel the cold wet air surround you and let it make you fall.
Fall into the deep. Fall into the question.
Fall into not knowing.
Go there. Where it’s cold and shivery. It’s unlikely. And you’re alone.
Fall into not knowing what the next day might bring you.
And blossom. All alone.
Do you know what it’s like to be alone?
You should. Let it hold you. Let it nestle you.
Let it all be. And try to sleep.
:::And never wake up:::